Live our own choice of life

Done complaining! stop mumbling about how unfair our life is, it's our choice to live the life we are living now~if you effin dont like it, figure out what you want and what is your expectation~ enough of complaining! turn the negative energy into positive one, and remember, we are ∞ x luckier than other people in the whole wide world!;D

Im thankful to have these 2 greatest people on earth as my pa and ma~

Have a astonishing Monday!!;)

Life’s Happening When We’re Planning II

6 years ago, I decided to take on a journey of wisdom which I decide to follow my brother’s (Lipin’s) footstep to achieve more in life by going to U.S. to further my study. I was nothing but a troublemaker in high school till my friend Kok Zhen told me of this girl Mui Cing from his class that is really smart.  (*please la, im smart only in ur eyes :P, in fact, im totally not!!) I asked her for help and it ended up with me falling for her. NO love at first sight but I realize how much she appreciated me as someone. 

Finally on August 28^th my mum’s bday, I asked her on MSN to be my girlfriend after she tutored me for 2 weeks. I remember her showing up on our first date in school for some school performance or celebration… Pretty and her smile killed me… (*better be~)

After that, it’s just all about us struggling through life and working hard to make both of us happy as it is… I treasure all we had and I wish we had more time together… I worked hard to match up with her and tried to spend more time to make up of our loss but not having her appreciating it at the end of the day… (*my fault, i was just too stubborn bec then, i wanted time on my own) Finally when time is up, more is expected of me from her and I couldn’t meet her expectations… (*hunny, it's karma, berry gd to me coz i always let u down bec then~i din expect much, just want us to spend more time together~that's it, im easily satisfied kinda person) It’s a weird feeling to leave ur family and friends to venture out in a new continent our a new culture…. I missed her and my family soo much that sometimes I feel like I’m breaking apart… I treasure all we had and I wish we had more time together…

As I remember, she was always emotional when we go to movies (cried most of the times)… I didn’t have napkins or tissues but I wipe her tears of as if it was mine (T-T,wipe for me now~)… I am not the perfect match for her but I do wish I am important for her (* there is no perfect match for one person la~ cari sampai mati ler if we really want to find a perfect match~ all of us are learning in loving one another, and u really are important to me ;)) I will always remember the movie “The Click” which basically made the story of our lives for the past 6 years… How much both of us regretted being naïve and thinking things last forever… Will you still love me in the morning babe??? 

Your job in Jordan, I have 1 advice, “You have to risk it to get the biscuit.” 

Happy anniversary (6^th year) hunny… 

To those that read this blog post, cherish life as it is… life is short and it is a struggle but life must go on… 4ever n ever to my beloved girlfriend!!!!

By Meng

Hee, correction from me~ it's a lil personal if compared to other posts!but dont bother, it's our anniversary ler~ Internet is the only way we can celebrate our anniversary every years, just want to make it special!! and we celebrated it twice a year, my 28th August, and his 28th August~different time zones! arent we the special couple? ;)


Happie anniversary to us!and Happie Birthday to aunty (meng's mum), yes, the same day~:P

Hunny, luv ya miss ya!!4ever n ever!muackss!!BIG BIG HUG!!

It's my post, so must have a photo for each post!!

hope we can take a new photo together soon!!

The end!!

Have a lovely Sunday!!!

Life’s Happening When We’re Planning

6 years ago, I decided to take on a journey of wisdom which I decide to follow my brother’s (Lipin’s) footstep to achieve more in life by going to U.S. to further my study. I was nothing but a troublemaker in high school till my friend Kok Zhen told me of this girl Mui Cing from his class that is really smart. I asked her for help and it ended up with me falling for her. NO love at first sight but I realize how much she appreciated me as someone. 

Finally on August 28^th my mum’s bday, I asked her on MSN to be my girlfriend after she tutored me for 2 weeks. I remember her showing up on our first date in school for some school performance or celebration… Pretty and her smile killed me… 

After that, it’s just all about us struggling through life and working hard to make both of us happy as it is… I treasure all we had and I wish we had more time together… I worked hard to match up with her and tried to spend more time to make up of our loss but not having her appreciating it at the end of the day… Finally when time is up, more is expected of me from her and I couldn’t meet her expectations… It’s a weird feeling to leave ur family and friends to venture out in a new continent our a new culture…. I missed her and my family soo much that sometimes I feel like I’m breaking apart… I treasure all we had and I wish we had more time together…

As I remember, she was always emotional when we go to movies (cried most of the times)… I didn’t have napkins or tissues but I wipe her tears of as if it was mine… I am not the perfect match for her but I do wish I am important for her… I will always remember the movie “The Click” which basically made the story of our lives for the past 6 years… How much both of us regretted being naïve and thinking things last forever… Will you still love me in the morning babe??? 

Your job in Jordan, I have 1 advice, “You have to risk it to get the biscuit.” 

Happy anniversary (6^th year) hunny… 

To those that read this blog post, cherish life as it is… life is short and it is a struggle but life must go on… 4ever n ever to my beloved girlfriend!!!!

By Meng

My First Step

Lala's song, it was her song from her 1st album, and her new album is coming out~nice work!!would like to share the this song with you, she dream with action and with her sincere heart!!

虽然我说不出几个和弦名，但也抱着吉他，懵懂无知的创作了几首歌。

那是不太学理，但发自心理的声音，用旋律说的故事。

  

黑夜　就算不知道出口是什麼模樣 

我會繼續的前往　掙脫了綑綁　主宰心裡頭的天光 

黑夜　就當不知道失敗會是怎樣的重量 

這小小的舞台　有我大大的夢想　還有你陪伴的目光 

看我不迷失方向　為你而閃爍的模樣 

Happie to hear that friends are going for their dream! It's always not too late to pursue your dream even if you are 25, 30 or 45!!Dream doesn't weighted by age, dream gone when your courage is gone, dream gone when your faith towards your dream is gone!! Your dream doesn't go away when you grow older~ so please, never ever say it's too late to pursue your dream!! It's late only when you stop dreaming and giving up your dream!

Fearless people will go further in their journey~ because they do not afraid of falling down, what's the next step, you have to walk it to know it~ you will never know if you stop moving forward!

Guys, I am walking my 1st step on 10th of September! and i will be 1 step nearer to my ultimate dream!

I din realized that today is Friday already!!
Time flies~
so,


Have a darling Friday!!

The Child

Last year's convo, my choir clique's convo, there were quite a number of our batch graduated last year, it was like my convo as well, that kinda feeling, i was like leaving together with them, 3 years of ups and downs. I prepared a small gifts for all of them. A baby milk bottle with a short note inside. Hoping that the milk bottle will becomes some sort of reminder for them, dont ever lost themselves in the midst of the working world, grown-ups world~dont forget of being themselves and always remember the child  that stays inside their heart~

Went for a trip with choir clique again, our 3rd trip after Penang and Sekinchan~ Believe me, there is no easy task to get all of us together~ But, full attendance for this time!!perhaps it's our full attendance, we really couldnt get all of us from our batch together~

Had crazy fun with them, we used to stay up till late night during uni time~went for yum char, stayed up in vip room for chit chatting and the air cond :p, ghost stories telling time, singin together and stuff. After a year, we still do our talking, but teh tarik changed to tiger beer. Haha~ But it's happie to see that,

Cheng Choon remains 38 and noisy all the time 

Terence being pervert and enjoy toking about gross stuff  *smack*

Guang Han's mind  is still yellowish XD

Ashley, the same old Da Fei Po who fancies bout everything *oh~this is my favorite song!!*

Mandy is still the same mature and sexy mama who giggles when she's drunk *laugh out loud* 

Tyng, the pretty Hiao Po who's anti-hypocrite and forever hates hypocritical bitch! 

There is one phrase that i wanted to remember from the tok we had that night,

I must always remember the small town spirit, i must not forget and always being myself, as a small town girl.

Dont let the world tamed u, dun go lost in the middle of the journey~
U can do anything but dun do something that hurts others.
Always remember the pure lil child that stayed in ur heart..


And here are the children that live inside my heart~

Have a cheerful Thursday!!

Simply sharing

The reason i started this blog was because i wanna make it my photography blog. But till then,i still couldnt named it as Katelyn Ng Photography, coz there is still a long way to go till i can call myself a photographer. 

I always tell my bro that we must have our small goals to hit everyday, think of 3 things that we wanna achieve each day right after we wake up and make it happens (ahmeng is the one who told me this). Not an easy task though, coz the 1st thing i always thinking after i wake up is to EAT! XD However, it's a great exercise for us to think and put it into action~ 

So~i have to put my dream into action, the thing im doin right now without a dslr is joting down the notes. Notes of how other photographers work on set, what is needed during a photo shooting session and stuff~

U? already work on wat u want? Hope that we could grow together as we move along~ 

A photo a day, keeps me happie always~:D 

There are some green wooden houses at Sg.Palas Tea Plantation, love the color of those houses, so i pulled guang han to take photos for me right before we left that place~

Thanks terence for posing with me~ and guang han for taking the photo for me~

Have a jolly Wednesday!!

XOXO

Getaway with besties

M back after the weekend getaway~ get to have crazy fun with friends, share our thoughts after soooo loooong, do things we used to do....It's not a gdbye, like i said, and to be continued like terence said~ endless journeys are waiting for us...we must always hope for the next to come!more update about the thought of mine soon!

Two of the favorite shots for the trip!

Have a merry Monday!!

Watch the doughnut, not the hole!

Why you decided not to be an auditor since u had both of ur internship and vacation training done in audit firm? Why couldnt i? See, the perception of ppl, u have to be an accountant if u r an accounting graduate, u must become a successful lawyer if u r graduated from law school, u have to be a respectful doctor with great skill if u were a med school student, bla, bla, bla~ who instill all these into our mind? 

Yes, it's a bit wasted if we are not working in our field of what we studied, but it doesnt mean that we are goin to fail on doin wat we want out there. We have the options, as long as we dont blame anyone for our own decision and be sure we are working on it, not just merely say it! Just set the target, aim it! and nail it!!

So dun ever judge a person and look at them like they are one of a kind!!

Think out of the box and look at the big picture, as the lyric goes~ watch the doughnut, not the hole!

Have a oh-so-excited Friday!!

My babay

This is what im targeting!After struggling between Nikon and Canon, this is what i chose~

Wait for me babay~im getting u soon after i get my monay~

Have a joyful Wednesday!;)

So long, partner!

Toy Story 1,2,3, just finished watching all 3 Toy Stories this morning, one shot~haha~ it's not easy to produce a series of movie, especially animation. Bravo to Toy Story 3!

I love the 3rd one, love the bond among those toys and bond between Andy and his toys. It tells me that we grow up time by time, nothing remains the same forever, but it takes a place deep down in ur heart if its really matter to u~it ll still be part of u that no one can takes it away from u. Like those memories Andy's toys gave it to him~ Move forward with those memories in u. :) So long, partner!!

Have a happy Tuesday!;)

That's Me!!

Was driving alone back to KL this evening, the weather kept changing along the way , it was pouring at this moment, and stopped at the next. The rain was crazy. And it was the first time i was so afraid of dying on the road. Seriously. I dunwan to die now!!!My life has just begun!! That's what i thought when i was driving.


I have the habit of eating and listening to my fav songs when i drive on the highway which seem endless for me. i get to eat when i have an 'assistant' beside me. And my ipod playlist is the only thing accompany me when im alone with no snacks~ So today, it was just me and my playlist. I let the Mayday's list flow during my drive today. p.s. the concert live version of Mayday. 

能不能暂时把你的梦想给我
在勇气快消失的时候
总有一天要人们叫我披头
最后没成功也作过最美的梦

They always inspire me~
For the 1st time, after making that decision, i cried, i never felt this happie before, different kind of happie, it's like im walking up above the cloud in a breezy day with the magnificient sunset in front of me! Im so thrilled that i get to REALLY doing what i've always been thinking of. Im so excited that im not just merely singing out loud Mayday's song, but also put it in action!! Seriously, u gotta try it once in ur life!! Just let go!!and do it! Leave no regret in ur life!! 

当我和世界不一样 , 那就让我不一样!

Have a blissful Monday!!

闯!!

再不去闯，梦想永远只会是一个梦想~从他们身上，看见了对梦想的执著，对梦想的努力前进，对梦想的永不放弃。要成为华人界的披头四，对我而言，他们老早就做到了，因为在我心中，我要变成我的五月天！他们已经是我的披头四~这就是这五个追梦人的力量!!


                                             

Have a wonderful Saturday!!

GOD IS ALWAYS FAIR!!

 People always said, Beauty and the Beast~ yea,i agree~susu and i were discussing one of our mutual friend, C*****E, i told susu that im falling in love with her,coz she is SO FREAKING leng lui~and i ll definitely tackle her if i were a guy~ngek ngek~but susu said, her boyfriend now 'so so' only, so, the god is fair, a pretty gal always match with a so so-guy, while a so so-gal always match with a handsome guy~agree?this is wat i see among friends around me~take me as the example~kakaka~ Beauty and the Beast Ah Meng!!

N years ago~

               

And i shall end the post with one of my favorite shot of 4 pretty ladies~

We are pretty from inside,okay~
Hope y'all get ur beast soon~muackss!!Publish Post


Have a great Friday!!

Dream the impossible, believe the unbelievable!

Cici Tan posted a short message on my FB 

'Dream the impossible, believe the unbelievable'

she said it suits me by now~hmm~dream the impossible, i never dream to be a flight attendant, becoz of my height~got kicked out by SIA becoz of the 0.05cm *smile crookedly* i could be the best asset man~despite the fact that im a shorty!!muahaa~ but now, i got my chance to fly all around the world, not all, may be part of the world 

*bow* thanks to Mr.Hilary who gave me the 2nd chance! 

Promise to try my best! *cross fingers*

Anyway, it's true that we should try on everything, like the quote i lurve 'try something of everything', never try never know~机会只有一次。你永远不会知道你错过些什么！even shorty also can becomes flight attendant, impossible happens sometimes ;)


Believe the unbelievable,  who ll believe the unbelievable wor~but this is what i think, when people dont believe in unbelievable, meaning that, not much people are doin the unbelievable stuff. Since people are competing doing the believable stuff, why dont we just give it a try in doing unbelievable things. Quite a market there right~coz not much people are doing it~so the probability of success is there~logic?? @#$@#^% sounds stupid!!


Tony Fernandes said, we shouldn't stop dreaming!!


Camin's mum said, we must always dream BIG!!


Ahmeng said, just follow ur heart!


Fei Zai Sam said, must tell the world about ur dream~


Susu song said, no matter wat's ur decision, i ll support u till the end~


Cici tan said, always leave urself a back road, go for the thing u like!


Papa and mama said, come bec whenever u feel tired! 
abit 'za dao' when i heard this,but it was very heart-moving as well~


And i say! Im so blessed to have all of u!!! i have the support to go after my dream, have the support when im confused~


Hah!! Here comes my 1st step, accumulate my savings!
精神喊话一下！we only live once, so i wanna be sure that i live the most-interesting-once!!dunno wat's in front of me, but i dun care anymore~i just want my dream comes true!!YAAAA~~~AARR~~~


Life is like a box of chocolate, you never know what u're gonna get~

                                


People!Have a dazzling Thursday!!

New Chapter of my LIFE

Finally m graduated!! Kinda mixed feeling, am proud to finish all 4-years course and graduated with the aura of bachelor's degree, grateful to get to know my choir clique and friends who went through ups and downs with me along the 4 long years, and worried for my future undertakings *slap* (coz i gave up to become auditor even though i've accepted the job offered from one of the Big 4!!) and now, padan muka!have to struggle between choices..but still im HAPPPIIEEEE!! :D coz i know where im heading, know what i want, so im lucky still if compare to others!at least i know what im doing, it may not help in making big money, but im pretty sure, by choosing what i chose, i get to live a LIFE!


A moment like this~haha~

      

I took the less taken road, and decided to pursue my dream. I lurve photography, i lurve travelling and i always hope i could work for my interest. 


I wanna be Malaysia version of Jasmine Star!!yay!!So, by hook or by crook, i ll move towards my goal~although i dun have the background for photography, but i believe by practice,practice and practice, i can do it!!


Believing me can get what i dream of, it's just the matter of time, there is nothing we cannot do if we have the determination. Everybody has their own dream, but not everyone has the courage to chase after their dream!People, there are always obstacles, objections and criticism stand in our way in pursuing our dream, which make us doubt about what we are doing, but don't ever give up!!We only fail if we fail to keep trying~


So now, i have to get myself a job, accumulate my savings and get my set of gear!!couples, be prepared yea~ be my model to practice!! ;)


Fish and Zoe~

Guys!Have a great Wednesday!