The last day of CNY, I am on the bed of my room in Amman, no mandarin orange, no firework, no noise, only me, my laptop, my beloved heater, my hot pouch and my thick double blanket. Ready to sleep for tomorrow's NY flight. My CNY ended the moment I waved goodbye from distance to all my loved ones in the airport. Whenever I thought of that scene, it hurts me. You get more heavy-hearted when you are away from home longer. However, I have to get up on my feet fast. Like we have to forget bad things happen after every flights. Fast is the key point. After the flight, just click and delete from our mind. By doing that, we can live a better life. By remembering all those bad things, you know, like treating flight attendant as if their housemaid bla bla bla, disrespectful things, you would suffer a lot.
Had a huge change in this new year, my beloved Camin Loo is back in the town! Working hard for the future now~It has been a while since we can really see each other, hold hands and walk in a MALL. It's a simple routine for couple, but it's not for us. When is this going to end? Lol! Anyway, I love you and I hope you see it. Sorry for being porcupine all this while by saying words that might hurt you, but you know girl, I am trying to protect myself from getting hurt. That's it. Just want to be loved and appreciated, simple as it is.
So, this blog post is just about pouring out my thoughts, personal.
No photos, because I couldn't take the picture out this time, from my mind, my thoughts.
It's a little gloomy now around me. Don't get closer. I bite!!
Hah!
Don't learn from me, please Have a SUNNY Tuesday!!
Remember to smile!!
